It has been more than two weeks since my last update, but between one thing and another, time has slipped away without me even noticing.
My father is doing better, though he is still not out of danger. For now, the situation is stable, but further check-ups await us to determine when to proceed with the surgery.
As for me, I will have to undergo new specialist tests in a month and, in the meantime, take more medication. Every visit, every treatment, every test adds weight—not just emotionally, but also financially: I will need another 700 euros, and honestly, I have no idea how I will cover this expense.
Every morning, I wake up with a foggy and confused mind. I sit at my computer, but I often end up getting lost in my thoughts, unable to immediately focus on what I should be doing. And yet, the project moves forward, even if only in small steps. I have finally started activating social media, but the results are slow to come.
I don’t know if this is the right path, but it is the only one that allows me to wake up each day with a purpose, something to dedicate my energy and time to.
The biggest problem? I haven’t earned a single euro in over a year. Sometimes, I feel incapable, as if I’m wasting time and opportunities. But giving up is not an option.
The Online Beggar is my hope, my message, my story. And as long as I have the strength to write and try, I will keep pushing forward. Because even though the journey is difficult, every step forward is a victory against the darkness.
